I Knew You Were Trouble (My Story)

"No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning"

Sepenggal lirik dari lagu Taylor Swift ~I Knew You Were Trouble~ benar-benar smashes me on my face. Semacam membuka luka lama yang benar-benar suck!! Ya, lagu itu sangat pantas sepertinya untuk ditujukan pada seseorang diluar sana yang sudah mempermalukan sekaligus menyakiti hatiku. Ya!! I remember that person as hell. Nggak perlu sebut nama lah ya. Intinya, dia -cowok itu- sudah dengan heartless nya mempermainkan aku. Mungkin memang awalnya aku yang salah dan aku yang bodoh. Tapi selama beberapa bulan memang hubunganku dan dia baik dan semakin baik. Dari dekat menjadi semakin dekat. Sampai suatu hari dia tiba-tiba menghilang setelah beberapa hari sebelumnya sempat bertemu dan makan bersama. Alasan dia menghilang adalah bahwa ada cewek yang cemburu akan hubunganku dengan dia. Saat aku tanya, dia tidak mengakui kalau cewek itu adalah ceweknya. Tapi saat aku tanya teman kos nya, cewek itu adalah ceweknya. Aku semakin bingung dan semakin hilang arah. Suatu saat aku mendesak dia supaya mempertemukan aku dengan cewek itu dan berharap semua kesalahpahaman itu terselesaikan. Tapi apa, dia malah lagi-lagi menghilang. Dasar sialan!!! I'm really sorry but I once ever prayed for your bad. I only want you to feel what I so damn felt that time someday. Akhirnya, penyelesaian dari semua ini hanya pertemuan singkat tanpa ada pembahasan yang serius. Sebenarnya aku malu, aku malu karena aku disangka cewek nggak tahu malu yang mendekati pacar orang. Gee!! Aku bahkan tidak tahu sama sekali kalau dia sedang menjalin hubungan dengan seorang cewek ketika dia juga mendekatiku dan mengucapkan sejuta kata sayang padaku di setiap teleponnya. Bagaimana tidak menjengkelkan, setiap malam selama beberapa bulan dia selalu telepon. Bodohnya aku selalu excited dengan apa yang dia katakan. Entah sihir apa yang dia gunakan. Untung saja aku cepat sadar. Satu yang pasti, aku tidak mau dan tidak akan pernah mau mengenal dia lagi.

~I Knew You Were Trouble~
Taylor Swift

Once upon time
A few mistakes ago
I was in your sights
You got me alone
You found me
You found me
You found me

I guess you didn't care
And I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard
You took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone
When he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies
He'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know
That he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning

And I heard you moved on
From whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt
Is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see
He was long gone
When he met me
And I realize the joke is on me

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to placesIi'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

When your saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything
Yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
So you put me down oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble!